My Family (plus more about me)

Ok, so somehow my best/worst traits got deleted I'm not really sure how but I'll talk about them first on this blog, then about my family so I have all the requirements to continue to next round.
Let's get the bad crap out of the way first then on to the good stuff. I am quite impatient. I hate waiting on people even though I often have people waiting on me. I guess its the thrill of getting ready at the last minute and rushing around. Weird huh? I'm quite outspoken and str8 forward. If you ask me for the truth, I'm goin to give it to ya. I've gotten in trouble with this before. But c'mon now! If a raging alcoholic walks up to u as they take a swig of jack daniels and asks "am I an alcoholic," f&&& protecting their feelings, I'm goin to say "heck yes u r!" I procrastinate quite a bit as well so a lot of things I start, then I dont finish! I can also be bitchy at times but I try to keep it to myself. It seems I have man pms from time to time haha. I don't trust many people. Just like a lot of others, I feel I've been screwed over for being too nice at times so I've built a wall up around myself and rarely let anyone in. I see this as a way to not get hurt, even though I know its not very healthy. I guess I could be missing out on some great friendships/relationships.

Ok, good things about me would be that I'm a good friend and reliable. I have a lot of friends who count on me to give them advice and I don't mind that one bit. I'm sarcastic to no end. Love to poke fun even if it's at myself just to get people to laugh. Love love love to do that. I'm quite honest to a fault at times but most people always know where I'm coming from and how I feel. I can get along with almost anyone, but get on my bad side and you're likely to stay there. So in a nutshell, I can be the best friend you've ever had, but screw me over and you're in the dog house with the rest of them!

FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY!!! I think family is very important and I get quite jealous of people who have a big open and happy family...cuz I dont. I was pretty much raised by my grandma, who is my hero in life. I did live with my mom for a while, but she and I don't have that close of a relationship. When I was a young boy, there was turmoil in the house due to the boyfriend that she had. Lots of abuse that I shouldnt of had to go through, and lots of times I think I'm over that but then it rears its nasty head up at me, and I know I'm not. I was never abused but I watched her get abused physicaly and mentaly a lot. My safe haven was my grandma's house. Everything was right when I was there. She was my protector and through this, we became best friends. She is still my best friend to this day and we have a pretty good relationship. I can tell her anything and she can tell me anything.

I came out to friends and family when I was 18, and she was the first person to show true support for me. Her response was "well now we can go look at guys butt's together at the mall." C'mon now!! How cool of a grandma is that? My family is pretty mush spread way apart. I was never close with my dad due to him choosing drugs over his family at a young age. He was in a car accident a few years back and passed. My aunts and uncles live a bit away and I never see them. So my real family is quite small. Just me, grandma, and mom. I am lucky to have support from them and I do love them to death. Even though it may be a small family, I know I have more than some do, so for that, I am very thankful and lucky.

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