SOOOO here's the deal

I know that you guys known nothing about me... and i know my profile really does not help out so I just wanted to write a blog explaining more about me and how I AM different then others.

First off I Grew up in a town called Pocatello... I lived there my whole life in the same house... Like I said I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters... When I was younger I was really loud and a chatter box. I used to get in trouble in class for talking and that went all the way to high school. I played soccer since I was 5 years old... My dad coached me and my friends all through elementary school and then later in high school and I think that is one of the reasons me and my dad are so close. I trying to be a ballet dancer but that didnt work out, tried basketball and I was terrible So i stuck to soccer and played all the way till my senior year Varsity team but decided not to go on from there. I have always been a very loyal friend and have always had lots of different friends instead of certain groups. I was a goody good girl until high school hit and get this I didnt have my FIRST KISS till i was in 9th grade... that is about the time that I starting drinking and become the crazy girl that I am now. Highschool I was the crazy girl that hung out with 10 different groups of friends <never having one true loyal group to fall back on> I have always been like that. I dont like to be let down so I would have backups incase something went wrong... like if somebody was mad at me I would go hang out with another group and ignore the problem. Thats how I deal with my problems, I let things dissapear on there own without being resolved. I have a hard time saying that Im wrong but if it comes down to things I will be the first to say I'm sorry in a fight. I can be a very emotional person and I care so much about what people think about me... I am a people pleaser and I love to make people happy but at the same time I do have my own personality and I always have. I will not and never have changed myself for anybody. I have only been in one serious serious relationship and to be honest as hard as it is to say it now he was my best friend, but what I have learn in the last couple of months is that people change and grow into different people and I think that is what happened between me and him. I love my family to death and my friends are the most amazing people in the world. I work two jobs right now because I do have to support myself... I have had a job since I was 16 and im still driving around the same old car that I have had since I was 16. I grew up in a town of 95 percent mormons, and I am catholic so I know how it feels to be a minority. That is one of the reasons I left my home town... I wanted to live somewhere with more culture. I went to U of I for a year and a half... I was an alpha phi but the whole sorority thing just did not work out for me... I dont really get along with girls probably because I grew up with three brothers. I mean im not a tom girl or anything but i do hate dumb girls which is like 95 percent of all girls. Oh ya I hate when you meet a cool guy and one of your girl friends tell you that she knows somebody that used to date or even like him or maybe she used to like him... and starts drama about oyu liking him. I can be a big flirt and I think that had a big effect on me and my x boyfriend. Its just my personality I am a very happy person and I have a flirty personality.

Well there is a little bit more about me... I hope you guys all read it... and I hope it gave you a little more information about me

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